errr.

So I wasn't called back for Red Light Winter. Which I'm actually not that upset about ... I think I kinda knew after I saw him today that I wouldn't be, but I don't know. There's a decent amount of performing prospects right now so I guess the fact that there's other stuff going on is making it okay.

Lee check his Facebook and hasn't messaged me back about whether or not they're coming down this weekend. I mean, I'm assuming not, cuz he just got a brand new job, but at least message me back. I'm going crazy here. Ali said out loud today that it's ridiculous that we continue to depend on guys for our happiness and it's so true and I hate it. Like I can be happy without him, but I was so much happier when I was with him. Rarrrr!

I discovered the breakfast buffet at Dante's in between Rosella's and Panini and I'm IN LOVE. 3.25/lb breakfast buffet? Pace's is twice as much and the food is AWFUL. Mmmm I love good breakfast and I'm probably gonna eat this too much but oh well.

I burned 400 calories today at the gym. I ran for a mile, speed-walked for a mile uphill and then ran for another mile. It's funny, once I start it's not that hard for me to just keep going. And that's what I did. And I watched a great episode of Family Guy. The gym is starting to become my personal time, which is nice. I don't really think about a lot while I'm there. It's just me and my body and whatever weights or machines I may be using. There's not much more room to think about anything. I hope this stays.

I want him back. And I want to be in a show.
Isn't it sad that that's the order that came out in? UGH!

I'm gonna sleep before I eat something.